rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, January 20, 2008
-9:42 PM
So from yesterday night i was
basically bed-ridden.
I couldn't even walk just imagine standing..
i'll fall right back to bed.
Honestly i was really terrified,
i covered myself with like 2 sheets of clothing and a comforter.
I tought i was naked in north pole or something like that,
damn it was SUPER cold.
I got home like around 12 on the dot!
I made my way slowly trough the dark alley hoping not to wake anyone up,
and without even thinking of changing
i just flung myself into bed.
The headache was really starting to get worst,
very bad i must say and i just tried to put myself to sleep.
In fact i did..but i would actually wake up like every hour or so.
I was like?wth..i tought it was like i've been sleeping for ages..
but no,in fact it was a mere hour or so..
That really got me fearful.
That 's just the begining..
I had dreams.. but actually more like a nightmare..
and it was really terror-stricken.
I coughed my lungs off,
the headache
was just getting so much worst till i teared..
I SLOWLY got out of bed..holding the walls for support to the kitchen
and i took like a glass of drink and 2 panadols and than head back to my room again.
I felt really useless i couldn't even think properly..
it was like i was in another world..
The following morning
i got up and the headache eased down but i was
practically still weak..
i even missed my religious class..
So the whole day i was bed-ridden..
i could not even bother replying my peeps on msn..
and really sorry about that..
but anyways the headache is still lingering around me.
I hope it gets better by tomorrow or else i'll just have to miss school
and get a freaking mc.
I really feel useless at this point of time and i'm like on the verge of just hitting
the sack again.
