rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, January 28, 2008
-12:25 AM
HELLOOOO*-*
Alright i'm going to emphasise on computer games.
Well some are boring,dull,dry and some are just
addictive & obssesive!
hahaha
oh my hit me in the nuts right now..
Other than PC games i drown myself with
THE OC:)
I know you action people out there going
to call me slow and everything but
hey i watch other shows too okay!
so piss off:P
But i must really say
Mischa Barton...
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SHE'S AMAZING!
GORGEOUS!ANGELIC!CLASSY!
i can just go on & on,
hahah
but yeah very admirable
but she's pretty the anorexic?
OH WELL!
In eyes of others it's beauty.
but she's just too way damn skinny!
pfffft!
January was all about settling to the new year,
it's so very fast!
3 days to February!?!
GAHHH!
I think i won't have anymore
social life..
due to pc games and tv-shows..
i mean what's the point right..
hahah i don't know la,
but at this rate i seem that i'm
really starting to ROT!
which is not gooood..
okay enough of blabbering i'm tired
gooodnight,
be a kiddo and stay speedoo
that's fucking lame!
i know..
well that's me:_:
cheers to
ME!
byee:D
Sunday, January 20, 2008
-9:42 PM
So from yesterday night i was
basically bed-ridden.
I couldn't even walk just imagine standing..
i'll fall right back to bed.
Honestly i was really terrified,
i covered myself with like 2 sheets of clothing and a comforter.
I tought i was naked in north pole or something like that,
damn it was SUPER cold.
I got home like around 12 on the dot!
I made my way slowly trough the dark alley hoping not to wake anyone up,
and without even thinking of changing
i just flung myself into bed.
The headache was really starting to get worst,
very bad i must say and i just tried to put myself to sleep.
In fact i did..but i would actually wake up like every hour or so.
I was like?wth..i tought it was like i've been sleeping for ages..
but no,in fact it was a mere hour or so..
That really got me fearful.
That 's just the begining..
I had dreams.. but actually more like a nightmare..
and it was really terror-stricken.
I coughed my lungs off,
the headache
was just getting so much worst till i teared..
I SLOWLY got out of bed..holding the walls for support to the kitchen
and i took like a glass of drink and 2 panadols and than head back to my room again.
I felt really useless i couldn't even think properly..
it was like i was in another world..
The following morning
i got up and the headache eased down but i was
practically still weak..
i even missed my religious class..
So the whole day i was bed-ridden..
i could not even bother replying my peeps on msn..
and really sorry about that..
but anyways the headache is still lingering around me.
I hope it gets better by tomorrow or else i'll just have to miss school
and get a freaking mc.
I really feel useless at this point of time and i'm like on the verge of just hitting
the sack again.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
-9:56 PM
Tomorrow's the last school day of the week!
OUHHYEAH!
woah it's been a while since i've used that word!
Everything was like ouhyeah here,ouhyeah there..
and now it seems dead..
sad luhh..oh well..
got time to kill anyway,heh
GOD IS GRACIOUS PEOPLE!
trust me.
this may not be coming from
the right person..but it seriously IS!
all you need is faith,resilent,will-power & lovee:)
ok i needa rest my aching muscles,
and me torsos!
AHHHH
gooodnight
byee!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
-7:46 PM
HAPPY SWEET 16th Birthday JACKIE whackiee!
SOOOO!
I'm seriously utterly disgusted
at how the way patricians are becoming..
All the way from 3T to 4T..
GEEZ can't you guys just come to school and not think that school
is your fucking coffeshop..
i mean what the hell la you seem
like you own the fucking school-.-
i've had enough la..
one collision and that's not the end to it.
So i've been really blogging for these past few days:D
hahaha i'm bored people!
Okay i feel soccer is really my drug,
The feel gooood drag yawww!
hahaha
Seriously training may be a bitch
but it's all worth it!
ahhh i just hope i don't screw up tomorrow's training!
hehe
So i've learn that,
let bygones meet bygones.
fuck the rest save for the best;)
hahaha
sooo ashley is having a chalet this
fridayyyy^^
shiokiezxzx bompipiezxzx!
hahahha
I've abstained myself from all hard drinks
&
Ciggzxzx!
hahahah
for the best of me:D
alright 2 more days to go,
hang in there!!!
OKAY i'm off for some bahasa melayu
and some foot reflexology!
i'm craving for honeydew ice-blend,hahahah
OK YO!
OFF TO THE SHOWERSZXZX
bye(::)
hahahaha
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
-10:44 PM
Class is really different now,
seriously..
i'm either sleeping or just keeping quiet..WTfluck!
i shouldn't be sleeping nor quiet..
that's just not me..
okay maybe the sleeping part sometimes la..
but i'm too quiet in class..most of my friends
are gone..i'm only left with one or 2 buddies which are seperated
from me because i'm sitting right in front
and i'm like surrounded by nerdzxzx!
UGHH!
:((
SAVE ME SOMEONE PLEASE!
i diediedie must change class la,
can't take this anymore!
i can't even concetrate..
well there's no disruption and that's good luh..
but it's just..not right!haha
seriously,
be in my shoes and you'll
feel the pain too!hah
other than that soccer is hectic and i'm looking forward to
tmrw:)
NO soccer,hahaha
but have a freaking 2hr detention..:(
this is the time
where i drown myself with click five:D
hahahaha!
you ppl who detest them,
shamee on you!PFFT!
goodnight
&
persevere..
3 days till the weekend starts rolling in;p
this is how despondent i feel..
:_:
byeee
Monday, January 14, 2008
-11:20 PM
Hellooo!
First day of the 3rd week of school,
mmmmm just fucked up?heh
It should rain in the morning
and give a cloudy weather during the afternoon
and rain at night again!sweee!
but no it's the other way round,pfft!
ALRIGHT i wish i could find something
to talk about but there's nothing intresting.
goodnight
bye
x
Sunday, January 13, 2008
-11:04 PM
Well let's put it this way,
that yellow shit in my mouth is some BIG HUGE ASS gum!
hahahah!
i forgot who gave me but yeah it was BIG!
i almost had a choke on it tough,heh
Alright so today woke up at 8am and went for my
religious class!haha
amazingly i have religious class!heh
Than head home had a short nap
and went to meet GP,MP,Hidung at pp library to
do our d&t.
Yep head home touch it up a lil bit and i'm done:D
okay i'll prolly try and catch a documentarie or sumthn
before i head in!
goodnight
and f2 said he wanted a punching bag?
i intent to get one too..
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:_:
-1:13 AM
Sup homiezxzx!
Well it's been stressful over the week
& i'm like books all over in class,
wahh sucky tits!haha
So yep school is really really frustrating,
but oh well have to live with it:(
I seriously do not know what i'm doing..
first i told myself this is it!
i'm done with soccer the next thing i know..
i'm playing against another school!haha
Fickle you can say,but there's this thing for soccer
i have you see!
I live and breath soccer!
It's my passion(3 years ago)
Now i'm feeeeling it again!
ahhh
I must say it's really getting me occupied,
from monday to friday there's training and match!
And the only free day is..
WEDNESDAY!HAH
i want my cca points badlyyy!
i want to get A1:D
possible okay,hahaha
So just got home from jac's party,
well should say it was satisfactory.
YEP.
I'm tired and i need some rest,
goodnight
shall blog soon
bye
Thursday, January 03, 2008
-7:34 PM
2008!!
3rd January,
So i guess it was pretty goood for me today!:):):)
Fullfilled one of my resolutions,
and it's to be a councilor!
I'm a monitor:D
omg,that means i'm a bloody councilor la!
ahhhh this feel soo gooood:D
hahahah
Mr.Errol Chang:Faiz,you know that being a monitor
you've got to be school by 7:15 and take the class key and
class diary.
ME!!:errr..:s
yep don't worry sir,not a problem i'll start waking up at 5 30 this time:)
ahhh this is the year luh!
hahaha
aye i'm full of surprises okay:D
AND NOW!
i need to join pohotography club or drama club!!
ughhh.
Well today was very good i must say,
elected as the new monnitor!
hahaha
okok
i'm going to head my books now
and you guys better too.
setting a good example here,
hahaha
bye!
2nd January,
WOAH!First day of school power la!
I got suspended-.-
PFFFFT!
anyway here was how it went during assembly!
Principal:Boys with long,colour,unacceptable hair
please move out to the front.
Mr Errol Chang:Staring at me with his mean eyes,
"Faiz your hair is coloured and please move out"
ME!!:Wah sir please la it's not that visible,
it's the second day of the new year,
pls la sir pls la!
Mr Errol Chang:No faiz,stop giving excuses,please move out.
ME!!:OKAY!FINE!
Mr Errol Chang:Marking the attendance list,
"Oh and by the way your index no.13 this year."
ME!!!!!:13??WHY!?!?!
omg i was like fuck how unlucky can i get!!!
UGHHH!
So after that waited at the general office waiting to for the suspension
letter to be issued.
PFFFFT!
After that me and sherman went to the coffeshop
to have breakfast,than decided to do our own
Journey to the west,
took 196 from marine parade all the way to clementi!
hahaha
Woke nes up told him to meet us,went to his house and
chilled there for a while
then headed back to parkway & met everyone.
WHOLE DAY GONE JUST LIKE THAT!
1st January,
So let's begin,had a pleasant new year's celebration,
party till like till 5 in the morning
than headed to orry's house and got home arnd 8 in the morning!
Woke up at 4,and met jac nique,nicholas & mieko,
went to get my hair-cut for school..PFFT!
Then walk arnd lepak here and there finally headed to tash house!
FOOD was power la i tell you!haha
i think i had like 3-4 plates?
okokok
keith,nes,leon came,
then we all chill,
makan again!
i tell you the food shiok la,
hahaha
Went home with leon,
playing with the synthesizer!
freaking cooool balls!
i want it!
hahaha