rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, November 24, 2007
-4:55 AM
No point showing your true colours,
i can't deny the fact it's complicated.
How long would this take to recover,
all what's left are just scars to show and
memories to fill.
To think it'll be fine,it's not.
Picking up again is not easy as you think,
looking back what i've been trough was
just like a good dream that i related.
Were we lovers more than just friends,
your sweet scent talk gently slowly touched me,
all i could think was nothing more but happiness.
For fake,For show,For granted,For the sake
it's all at bleak & isolated.
To think that it was all perfect and untouchable,
seriously this i've got to say,
living in a state of denial..
PS:I'm not posting for the sake of posting,
i want you people out there to treasure your loved ones and
never neglect the truth no matter what,
because eventually truth hurts..
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
-5:21 AM
Another fairytale with no happy ending..
Sunday, November 18, 2007
-2:35 AM
17th-18th November
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NES!Nes birthday was thee BOMB!haha
Everyone was there i supposed,perhaps a few
were'nt..so yeah don't want to mention about drinking-,-
ahhhh wasted again i guess?hahah oh well overall it was superbbbly done luhh!
I can say sometimes drinking is a horror!
Just put it this way...
You're with somebody who is sober and you're like going gagagagagabababababa!?!?!?
hahahahhahahaha goshhhhh!
hilarious is one thing but retardation is another:)
HAHAHAHAH!
*
Sooo Lime sonic bang was alright i guess..
The bands only did lke 3-5 songs each..pretty pathetic but
yeah due to the amount of bands playing and the time constrain so yeah.
Well i msut say FF getting better and better,Caracal well Dammn they always play their heart out and lastly AVA,they stole the freaking stage,spotlight,crowd,viriginity,fatherhood..hahah
whatever!But yeah awsome!!tremendously i tell you!
Apart from that..nothing i guess just
momentarily self-thinking mode.
hookie dookie
i'm off nightszxzxz!
"Slowly it's killing,time after time"
Friday, November 16, 2007
-4:43 AM
-1:53 AM
Relatively I've been building up my flickr
and yesss waaallahhhhh!There's up to 50 pics for your appeal:)
Oh and those to you who wants to know what's real music??
go to this link:http://www.myspace.com/tablefortwoo
hahah this is the real shiaat luh!
I'm starting to hate the holidays,everyone's like seperating into groups!
Well last year it was a big big bigggg family!hahh
Looking forward tooo ERNESTOO'S partyyy^^
damnnn niggaa!hahaha
ohhh and there's lime sonic bang tooo!
hahah finally!?!?!!!!
ohh and my mum just informed me that i might be
leaving for m'sia soon,tskk
ok blogggger i'm totally shagged and i neeed a goood sleep!
OH there's breakfast tmrw^^
hahahah toooodlezzz
'Let's just say you don't care'
Sunday, November 11, 2007
-3:04 AM
Hello blogger,photography can be very fun and intriguing.
Most likely i'm going to work my ass off on my SLR and
it's pretty hectic as you have to carry your baggie &
tripod!!UGHH!
hahaha
So i think i'm going to start my own minitual buisness
and take off couples,bands,shit and stuff!
gosh that'll be like fucking amazing luh!
WELL if there's anyone out there who
like want to be part of my little
experiment?!!?
DO TAG ME ALRIGHT:))
here's my flickr:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/faiz714/
Lots of love ppl^^
'A picture is able to potray words you may never distinguish'
Friday, November 09, 2007
-3:08 AM
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
I wanna tear apart your room
to see if what you say is true
Darling don't you lie, lie to me
I wanna break into your heart
to see why you want us apart
Oh, I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
According to you we don't click,
that's a blatant lie and you know it
Angel, what are you hiding from me?
If there is truly another secret lunch-break,
working late lover
then I would die, but at least then I'd be free
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more
I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now
I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown
sighhh.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
-11:28 PM
http://www.flickr.com/photos/faiz714/
I finally got my SLR:)
MR.PHOTOGRAPHER:DD
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
-1:44 PM
F-Up
That's all i can say.
*
So what?We distance ourselves is going to make everything better?
*
You really had me this time,
due to one's emotion both are affected.
*
IF YOU DON"T LOVE HIM/HER
don't ever fucking get into a relationship and try to be fucking
serious about it.
what's the point..
due to that one's moral on love will just drop and drop and drop
&
how pleasant would it be if someone would'nt believe in love ever again..
*
Sometimes we put ourselves in this pathetic state of mind,
maybe not knowing how somebody really love & care for you,
but selfish enough not even to bother much.
WHYWHYWHY?!?!?!
*
Is this love real?
Is this just fatuation?
what is this..
you tell me...
*
Time after time,
you really had me going for everything we had.
*
UGHHHH!!
DEAR GOD,
why can't you just put love as an age requirement!??!
Like that won't it be so much better..
*
it's complicated,
it's definitely hurful,
everytime history keeps repeating,
maybe it's just fated..
who knows..
maybe god just wants it to be this way..
not that way..
i'm just typing for the sake of typing,
how ppl tend to love for the sake of love...
*
Please the heart is not a toy nor a game,
it's all for something real.
*
sigh
i just ponder,
will it be how it all used to be last time
:(
*
sorry folks the mind ain't thinking right,
RIGHT NOW...
XO
Monday, November 05, 2007
-9:47 PM
I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU GO.
*
My friend,My crush,My love,My juliet.
*
I'm love-sick.
*
My heart is completely yours
&
nobody else.
FULL STOP!
xxx
Sunday, November 04, 2007
-1:54 AM
Heads-up, guess it'll be a pretty bumpy ridee.
sigh..
Saturday, November 03, 2007
-2:26 AM
The state of being
NEGLECTED.
Is it you or just me?
I ponder.